Note: This post falls under the categories of "life" and "language/culture":
So I have been studying Mandarin Chinese for six years, including three years of Honors and one year of AP. I plan on completing a minor in Chinese. Chinese has sort of been a big part of my life.
Ever since I started studying Chinese back in middle school, I have wanted to visit. I almost had a chance to do so in high school but it got too expensive and the group of interested students was too small. Another thing that I have known for a very long time is that I want to study abroad. Originally, I was going to go to Ireland or England, but in the past few years, I have become very adamant about going to China. Even though it's been a thing that I have wanted, going to China has always seemed like one of those dreams that never actually comes true. Like, in my head, everything is great - I meet cool people and have adventures and have no problems adjusting.
Just today, I started my application for a combined study abroad/international internship program and the whole concept has gotten a lot more real. It is really starting to hit me that I will be half-way around the world for roughly six months. I won't be able to come home for school breaks. I will struggle with the language and probably some culture-shock. I might become a hermit, though I really hope not. All in all, I am a lot more nervous now than I was before, but I'm not entirely certain that it's a bad thing that I am worried.
I guess it all just boils down to the old adage - Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Here's to some venture, and hopefully some gain. Wish me luck as the season of applications begins!
Until next time.
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